Love.

Love is such a broad word. It could be used to describe many. For example, i could say ohh how i love oranges. i could also say, oh how i love my best friends, and someone could also say, For God soo loves this world. Those are all very different drastics of love.


When i am talking about oranges, and how i love them. I simply stating that i really enjoy oranges, and how they taste, ohh and of course their smell is soo delightful. I'm not going as far as to say oranges hold a place in my heart, i mean i really do love them but not to that level.

When i am talking about my best friends, and how i love them. There is nothing to describe how much i love my friends. The love that i have for them are truely from the heart. it's not like a habbit of saying it, almost like saying i love oranges is. because, noo i really don't LOVE oranges., that'd be weird. and yesss i TRUELY love allllllll of my friends, especially the ones that are soo far away yet soo dear to me.

When i am talking about God, and how He loves this world. i don't even know how to describe that WHAT SO EVER. because i don't even know the magnitude of HOW MUCH He LOVES US. it is far more than anything we can ever imagine. We are way to fragile on this earth to be able to experience it now, that is why He made Heaven, soo that we can eventually truely feel how much He really Loves US.<3

Praise Him Forever.

i was just sitting in my room that day,
thinkin' that i should pray,
but i didn't know what to say,
You said start with what you did today,
i started with getting out of bed,
everything was just racing through my head,
homework and teachers, the students in the bleachers,
the bundles of stress just getting bigger and bigger,

my world was crumbling around me,
i didn't know what to do,
i said it's all just temporary,
it will all go away soon,
but what i didn't know, was that it was only half past noon,

i stumbled through the rest of the day,
never knowing the right things to say,
the end was coming,
i ran right home,
came straight to my room and i felt so alone,
i cried for a while and then i lifted my head,
and there you were, just sitting on my bed,
you wiped the tears from my eyes,
that just kept flowing,

You said, i've loved you forever,
and forever it will be,
there is no way of knowing when you'll be with me,
i just nodded my head,
not knowing what He just said,

i said give me a minute,
i need to process this stuff,
everything that i've had just wasn't enough,

what in this world could ever change my mind?,
i am just so worthless,
not even worth a dime,
He turned to me and said,
whoever put that in your head,
has been demeaned by the devil instead,

you are worth everything,
a beautiful gem in My eyes,
i moved closer and closer,
until there was no more room,
my ugly thoughts had been lifted,
and were replaced with a bloom,

i've been growing each day,
and know that God is of worth,
He is my world, my everything, and there is nothing first,
i will live my life for Him,
until the very day i die,
then i'll rise and praise Him,
in the next life<3

kniiiiiiives.

sooo, if you didn't already know i am DEATHLY AFRAID of knives. like i literally freak out and practically start crying when people come around me with those things. all though i'm totally okay with holding them myself. haha. but anyways, i was getting out a knife from the drawn the other day to butter my bread. the knife jumps out of my hands and lands directly in the middle of my foot, top edge first. luckly it was a butter knife and not an actual sharp knife, soo it didn't like go through my foot like it would've if it had been a sharp knife. it did leave a nasty bruise though and the middle of my foot is now a blackish-purle like circle. just AWESOME. :/