Praise Him Forever.

i was just sitting in my room that day,
thinkin' that i should pray,
but i didn't know what to say,
You said start with what you did today,
i started with getting out of bed,
everything was just racing through my head,
homework and teachers, the students in the bleachers,
the bundles of stress just getting bigger and bigger,

my world was crumbling around me,
i didn't know what to do,
i said it's all just temporary,
it will all go away soon,
but what i didn't know, was that it was only half past noon,

i stumbled through the rest of the day,
never knowing the right things to say,
the end was coming,
i ran right home,
came straight to my room and i felt so alone,
i cried for a while and then i lifted my head,
and there you were, just sitting on my bed,
you wiped the tears from my eyes,
that just kept flowing,

You said, i've loved you forever,
and forever it will be,
there is no way of knowing when you'll be with me,
i just nodded my head,
not knowing what He just said,

i said give me a minute,
i need to process this stuff,
everything that i've had just wasn't enough,

what in this world could ever change my mind?,
i am just so worthless,
not even worth a dime,
He turned to me and said,
whoever put that in your head,
has been demeaned by the devil instead,

you are worth everything,
a beautiful gem in My eyes,
i moved closer and closer,
until there was no more room,
my ugly thoughts had been lifted,
and were replaced with a bloom,

i've been growing each day,
and know that God is of worth,
He is my world, my everything, and there is nothing first,
i will live my life for Him,
until the very day i die,
then i'll rise and praise Him,
in the next life<3